Hi Roy, first of all, I don’t pretend to fully understand what you’re seeing from your perspective, nor am I offering an outright solution to your challenge. However, the fact that you’re writing this question tells me that you desire a solution and that a solution is available for you. A question and its answer are like two sides of the same coin; one cannot exist without the other. I’m merely offering some observations which may provide ideas or directions for you to explore.

The online definition of insanity is: not of a sound mind, and being mentally deranged. We can also say that insanity is not being in control of one's own mind, right? Then at the point of one's departure, who is left in control of an insane mind, who else is there? Ah, yes, our old friend the ego-self; the personality construct of our physical mind; running on autopilot and acting from the perspective of fear.

Coming from a metaphysical perspective that each of us chooses and thus creates our own experience of reality, both individually and collectively; and the idea that we are all a part of the one consciousness; here’s something that you may not have considered:

Isn’t it insanity to be living in and experiencing a negative reality chosen by you and all the while forgetting that you chose it and thus created your experience of it? Isn’t it insanity to wage war and kill other people, and all the while not realizing that those other people are yourself?

Of course I’m referring to each individual alive today who is living in a reality they don’t prefer. And I’m referring to the collective consciousness of the planet. Most people are unconscious of the fact and the reality of who they really are and thus they are insane. If that were not the case, war would not exist!

I suggest that rather than look at your challenge from within the old school viewpoint of running to a doctor or taking meds etcetera, that you simply become aware of your mind by observing it.

Remember that most doctors, psychiatrists and psychologists etcetera are also unconscious of who they really are, so (unless you’re a raving loony) they probably won’t be able to help or advise you. Sure, they can prescribe meds to make you feel better, but they won’t be able to get to the root of your challenge; only you can do that.

Another observation is this: currently we are in a 4 dimensional (3 of space and 1 of time) reality and as we evolve, we are moving into a 5 dimensional reality. What does that mean? I don’t know, but it’s possible that what you are seeing is a part of that new dimension. You’re obviously aware that reality can be seen as being holographic in nature, so maybe you’re seeing evidence of that.

Sometimes I see strange shapes and a kind of web like skin a few feet in front of my eyes. I call this the matrix of reality. It’s so beautiful that I can’t stop looking at it and because it’s always changing I can’t describe it further. Am I insane or are my visions a part of evolution? Who is this judge who’ll decide for me or for you? Release all judgment and just see What Is, then deal with that.

Can you redefine what you are seeing and release any negativity towards it? If the negative stuff is too much for you, can you simply ignore it? Realizing that all reality is illusional in nature will help you to ignore what’s before your eyes. If you can’t ignore it you may become paranoid, but realize that even your paranoia will also pass; everything is ephemeral and fleeting by nature.

“Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” Albert Einstein

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I just came across this multiple chaotic nodes article. It's channeled from non-physical. Is this the kind of thing that you're experiencing? If so, it contains a solution...

I am pleased you asked this question because i often feared to go crazy, my mother suffered from mental (emotional) disturbances and often spent many weeks in a psychiatric hospital...i am the 7th of 8 children and thanks to all my brothers and sisters i was protected by them.

Since childhood i've often experienced strange phenomena such as you describe though mine are more sensations rather than visual...for example the feeling of being transparent, of being illuminated from inside, the impression of "seeing" thoughts flashing from peoples heads...the list is long.

These phenomena no longer bother me and now i even consider them as an advantage, i think it probably demonstrates a kind of ESP.

It seems that those who are really insane don't even ask themselves the question...so long as you wonder whether you're insane...you're fine. It's when you start thinking that everyone else is crazy except yourself that things get a little more tricky.

Dear Roy,

You are not insane. Just the fact that you asked this question makes you normal although I will have to admit you are certainly not from the common garden variety type. (LOL)Insane people don't know that they are insane and don't ask the question "Am I Insane".

What could it possibly be? Don't know for sure but many people are seeing things and energies and bright lights and sometimes actual work being done on their eye (my 90 year old mother as well). It seems to be happening more and more. Someone told me it has something to do with the angelic vehicles of light but I don't have enough knowledge to be able to tell you exactly.

About treatment. I'm all for the best of both worlds the medical and the alternative way but here I have to warn you. If you go the conventional medical route you will be sent to a psychiatrist who will put you on Prozac or some similar antidepressant or maybe even worse. They will take your visions as something not normal and say you have some mental illness. Be aware of this.

Those moods of yours can have many different causes. A food intolerance can cause severe mood imbalance. Have yourself checked for food intolerance for not only can it play havoc with your moods but you can even exhibit mental illness visions and behavior.

I'll give you en example of what happened to me. If I eat certain breakfast cereals within a few days I'm in a rage. Nothing satisfies me and Im permanently angry and wake up with panic attacks and yes even have strange visions. All this attributed to a simple breakfast cereal. Lucky for me I realized that when I ran out of cereal I was my normal loving self. I stopped the cereal and my problem disappeared. I did test myself after a few months and went back to the cereal and the same symptoms reappeared.

Do you maybe workout and take steroids or are you maybe on some form of steroid medication for whatever reason? That would explain the anger and moods. The best thing I can sugest is go back in your memory to the time that this first started and see what you have started using or eating or doing differently at that time that could be eliminated and give you peace of mind.

If none of the above apply to you then and only then go the conventional route and see a Medical practitioner for after all even Prozac or maybe Bipolar medication is better than suffering long term especially if it helps.

Of course you could be picking up on others moods so if there is someone very angry in your environment distance yourself for a while and see what happens.

Hope this helps some and I wish you a speedy recovery. You are NOT insane.

Love & Light

dear roy,

My name is rob, I am a channeler. I really have a few ideas but I would need to talk to you a lot more. I want to let you know my source is able to see a lot of things about a lot of people. I want you to rest your mind about being crazy. There are very great explanations for all things when people are labeled "crazy".
Please if you are interested in speaking to me. contact me at lucabrazzi39@aol.com or my Facebook page at http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=100001951475374 If you want, I might be able to help you, just please,,whether it is f.b or email, put "this is Roy from I.Q. " on it please, do it doesn't go to spam or erased. I hope you can get a hold of me. I hope I can help you find the answers you need!

love n light,

rob

roy you can experience anything you like just take control of yourself try meditation. try to find out what those image are. as for insane it is just a different way of experiencing life. some are insane but are genius. some other are insane and live in their world almost completely cut off from the rest of the world. as for being normal well it depend on who you talk to. what is normal for one is not necesarely normal for someone else. also if something make you have anger find what it is and you can work on it to not make you have those negative emotion. so experience and enjoy.

as mentioned above it may be heavily weighed by the culture/society you live in,
i believe it is measured by deviations from the accepted norm.
yet that norm may be so far removed from what humankind actually ought to be,
and this places you into a position of couraqge of your convictions.
i'd say as long as you are not harming others and able to take care of yourself,
your experiences are something for you to more fully understand.
fifth, sixth and seventh rounds of human evolution are in the making and
one may be an prerunner of what is to come yet considered by todays standards insane

Roy, I am sorry.

Well, Roy, if I thought I might be mentally ill, I would go to the National Alliance For the Mentally Ill website and then I would click on "mental illnesses" and see for myself if any of my symptoms or problems matched any of their criteria. If it did not, I would seek some holistic help of some kind and if it did, I would admit that to myself and seek help right away for my own sake and that of my loved ones.

The easiest way is to compare what we experience to what is normal to most people.

There are visions and inspirations these in most people do not come from an implanted camera in their eye. I believe Adam is visualizing (creating in his mind) the hologram of the person to heal. In other words he is in control and he is the one creating it willfully through this developed technique.

You say the last four years have been changing into a nightmare, this does not happen to most people.

Next showing love one moment then the next hate, most people do not experience this either.

Since 'insane' is a clinical term, used in the mental health field, you would need to go to a mental health professional to find out if you are what they would call insane. If you are asking if what you are experiencing is a spiritual experience or like anything anyone here can identify with or if what you are saying sounds more 'out there' than even any one here has experienced, then that would be a different question.

But to answer the question you asked, "How do you know if you are Insane?" if you think you might be insane, the way to find out is to ask a psychiatrist. They are in the business of determining sanity or insanity.

you are not insane.. i belive that i answered another post of yours.. I have recently began to see energy.. I stopped feeling insane because I tried numming my mind watching tv and hanging out with people like my brother. I can see the aura of energy around myself and other people, imagine going to a job interview and seeing your future boss with a vibrating white light around him and little pretty lights flying around.. or trying to put on make up and seeing yourself surrounded by a white light.. and things flying around.. I went back to good old fashion praying and talking to a higher entity, I went back to beliving and having faith that we can all be ok if we try.. you are not crazy, I am not crazy, we are just in another frecuency than most human beings.. I am still trying to know how to deal with this.. Its like finding a wild horse in the middle of a dessert, that can save your life and take you out of the dessert, but you first need to learn how to ride it.. I am still new and don't know what to do with it.. I see the holograms two as well.. I asked them to go away and they did back off.. I try to think that whatever it is that they are my hommies LOL and they need to not scare me.. I hope you would be in contact with me so we can compare.. :) hold on.. we need to tame this and use it for our benefit and others.. have a great week!!