"I don't like this. But I am unable to make any changes to this current path in my life. I see enemies in my mind all the time, I see red when I think of them, I have to take revenge. It would almost seem that I am living day-to-day life eating food cooked in hell. And that food is taking its ugly effect on my psyche and thus to an extent on my body"

It seems like you already know the harmful effects of revenge. It is great that you are here asking for advice and help with this because it means that you are becoming aware that revenge is not really the answer and on some level you know that by seeking revenge, you are in fact hurting yourself.

As you already pointed out if you attract these dark forces ( or play into the egoic drama ) it will affect your own being in detrimental ways and the negative loop you're caught up in will continue to spiral downward.

The ego's need for revenge will not give up easily but the more you can become aware of it's insatiable appetite and don't continue to feed it, it's grip will loosen. By trying to foster feelings of forgiveness, the vengeful thoughts will lessen and eventually dissipate.

You are moving in the right direction by asking here, continue in this direction and Don't give up. Good luck!

On the objective plane we have learned that a sharp knife, drawn across the hand, cuts it; but what we have not yet learned is that when we think vicious thoughts of any kind – fear, worry, anger, hatred, resentment, resistance, impatience, intolerance, condemnation, criticism, envy, jealousy, etc. – such thoughts generate an energy which causes us to relate with the things on the objective plane, both in the physical body and its environment, that we do not want. It is this relationship of effect to cause which we must learn before we can begin to permanently abolish poverty or anything else we do not want. From F.W. Sears The Law of Success (1914) There are many methods for manisfesting forgiveness into your relationships. I will name 3 methods that I have found useful in overcoming the source of the thoughts for revenge,angry,etc. The first is a visualization exercise where you find a place in which you can freely imagine the other person or persons sitting across from you. First explain what you feel, how you feel, how you were wronged then, forgive expressing this openly. This method works across many relationships. The goal is not to make objective amend but to change your inner frequency. The 2nd method is From Florence Scovel Shinn she said simply bless the person everytime you think about them, wish them the best and you will see your own manisfestation take place when you are not attached any longer to the negative thinking. The 3rd method is a inner realization that everyone we come across in this life we have a Sacred Contract with them, their interaction teach us something about ourselves that we have forgotten. A few times in my life as I was going through some apparent negative attraction I simply realize this person was only reminding me of what I am NOT. At that point everything fell back into its rightful order..The 4th word in the Emotional Guidance is Freedom. Revenge blocks your expression of you true self. This is not about changing the outside world or going and talking to someone about how they did me wrong. That can sometimes be ego expression. It is about your most Sacred Relationship...with yourself!

Plain and simple, revenge in regards to Law of Attraction. If you show mercy towards others, mercy will be shown to you. If you act from atitude of revenge, revenge will be acted upon you.

Revenge is not good. If you learn to forgive is better, you will have peace of mind and you will attract positive vibrations that will automatically yield good manifestations in your life.

The law of Karma is always applicable. You will always reap what you saw. If you saw forgiveness, you will reap forgiveness from someone some how. If you saw Love, peace and forgiveness you will surely attract them to yourself. If you saw vengeance you also reap it.

On the other hand, you can only take revenge the exact amount you have been cheated (an eye for an eye) or you just forgive and forget it, even though God will still judge for or against any action with just. Nothing goes free.

I have learned that when I forgive the Universe remembers i.e. their Karma will catch up with them that is a given but if I keep thinking of revenge all the time I actually delay their Karmic payback. It is the same as with every desire manifestation, the more I think about it the more I delay its manifestation, the happier I am in myself and less I think about it the quicker the manifestation.

you reap what you sow! you will have the fruit good or bad! if you live by the sword you will perish by the sword! do not judge or you will be judge with the same mesure! so if you revenge it will be done back to you! and think about it is it more easy to construc or clean then to destroy or dirty something! if someone does something bad justice will be serve! do not engage in revenge or justice will be serve to you also!

The desire for revenge is like taking a poison and expecting someone else to die. You are really hurting yourself, and any of your loved ones who are being rejected or whatever, by your obsession with revenge. EFT is a very fast, effective way to eliminate negative emotions and restore good ones.