I apologize in advance for being so vague. But, long story short for me being in and out of the vortex I am like two different people nearly. I have made it my goal recently to stay in as much as possible and not talk myself out of it.

While I am in the vortex, I feel extremely powerful, all knowing, free, fearless, in control, happy, I am present, confident, I am emotionally and spiritually tuned in and aware of the nonphysical, I have ALL the answers concerning my life, other people in my life as well and how they coincide with my life, despite what fear driven people or the outside world may be telling me.

Outside of the vortex, I obviously feel the complete opposite, and what I percieve to be fear based negativity from other people seems like it's the actual truth, then I start to doubt, worry, etc. This may come from a lack of trust, I don't know. But when you are needing answers about a situation and get yourself into the vortex, should you trust what your higher self, god, source, your gut, etc. is telling you?

Or the outside world that is so dominated by fear? In other words do you believe that the insights, clarity, answers, conclusions, etc that you come to when you are in the vortex are the actual truth about situations in your life? (Please do not throw abraham hicks quotes at me talking about everyone having their own truth and perspective, I get that concept and is NOT even remotely what this is about. This is personal)

For example, when someone close to you lies, denies and recants based on deep seeded fear, should you believe that person (although it compromises everything YOU believe) or trust what your gut, intuition and most importantly source is telling you deep down? *Not my actual situation, just an example.