I started the "dynamic thought" course and stayed with it for a week then I stopped. I started the "master key system" course I again stayed with it for a week than stopped. I bought multiple new thought and self development courses stayed with them for about a week than stopped.

The thing that worries me is that it says in a few of the courses that you'll be left worse off if you don't complete or stop doing said courses. I sleep 18 hour days and often time don't have th energy to say affirmations or visualize the way I would like to. I tried giving one or two hours a day to this but I'm sometimes so listless and tired that I failingly fall asleep. I don't feel worse off but I do notice that I'm in peak mental and spiritual condition when I'm following these courses.

Also when I was younger I had the ability to focus on and read a book for eight ten - hours. Maybe I didn't read every book and maybe I wasnt the fastest reader but, it was helpful that I could do so. This ability ended in 2009. I want to become a new thought mastermind, a supermind, a superbeing. And feel that my ability to master new thought principles is in completing then using the techniques in these courses.

My question is how do you guys find ways to finish these new thought/self development courses when living life?