Change your story.And Believe it.

Many people protest when we explain to them the power of telling the story of their finances (illness) as they want it to be rather than as it is, because they believe that they should be factual about what is happening. But if you continue to look at lackful(sickness) what-is and speak of what-is, you will not find the improvement that you desire. If you want to effect substantial change in your life experience, you must think thoughts that feel different as you think them.

--- Abraham

Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth and Happiness" #503

I added illness and sickness but the quote still applies .
Change your story to one of getting better, one of heath, one being pain free. You are a person that believes in miracles and recovery and life changes add this to your life story as one of your victories. You have done it before we have read and witnessed it here.
How many people that say "I never get a cold !" get colds that often? Not many!
Focus on what is good in your life.Focus on the joy and beauty that surrounds you right NOW.
Be grateful for what you have NOW

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words,

but to live by them.

John Fitzgerald Kennedy

peace

every strengh as weakness and every weakness as strengh. example: i am very patient(strengh) someone else is not patient and act always on the moment for him he see my patience as a weakness because i do not react right away. but when he fails because he was not patient enuff to wait and make sure everything was ok to go a head i win.

as for advice for your weakness go easy on your body get food go get a shower or a bath and get some sleep. tomorrow is another day and everything will be fine. experience and enjoy.

I am so sorry that you are feeling down right now. EFT will do wonders for the emotional aspect of the situation. When my body isn't working right, I focus on what is going right for me. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head, and food for my son and myself. I take the time to take a mental inventory of my blessings. I watch movies to occupy my time. I try to stay positive and enjoy what I can. I know that I can make it all worse and get depressed and spiral downward if I focus on the negative and the pain. I use some of the denials of evil and affirmations of Inifinite Good that is taught in Dynamic Thought. I pray and ask God for strength and comfort and healing, but I make sure I do the work that I have learned also. God sends us tools like EFT to help us feel better, so we need to do what we know we need to do. Blessings to you, Jai, I hope you feel better soon.