Hello everybody

Usually desires come from a certain thought, aim or feel,’ I want to have/get it’, but they have nothing to do with our benefit even with our happiness, such when we work hard to get something and by time we recognize that it doesn’t really worth, and here is my first discussion, though it is not the basic question about:

Is there a desire that doesn’t really worth? Isn’t the desire is only the desire? And it is our behavior/ reactions later which create the harm and the doesn’t worth, and the ‘it wasn’t of your benefit’ Religion, customs and traditions advise that when the desire doesn’t fulfill from first/second/third try just quit it because ‘it is not of your benefit’ and time will show that and sometimes time show that others not and I will tell you an accident happened with me to set my second discussion with you:

When I was kid about eleven years old, I was living with my grandma, suddenly my mother decided that I should live with her and my brothers, and she came and took me, I cried, shouted and refused but my mother insisted then I went on imagine that my grandma will pass and take me to her house again, I used to imagine everyday till became a vibrational match to that, universe respond and my grandma came and get me back with her, a year passed then my mother did it again and said it is final I should live with my brothers and sisters, and my mother get what she wanted, by time I used living with my family and loved it. When I grew up I was grateful that my mother insisted to raise me with her since growing up with old lady and I saw how my aunt personality became as a result of her mother, my grandma I was so much grateful to leave my grandma house which I couldn’t notice as a kid thinking only of my love/desire to stay with my grandma.

So when I was a vibrational match to my desire universe had nothing but to obey, then when I quit being that vibrational (I quit imaging and surrender to my mother desire) universe did his work, his plan to me creating my personality as now away form the effect of my old grandma.

Now I am working on certain desire and I am doing good, things are manifesting but still not the basic desire, I had some argument that ‘it is not of my benefit’ which I don’t believe even sometimes I became vibrational match to it by unconsciously thinking about it then effect my process of creating.

So I don’t believe that the desire, any desire is ‘not of my benefit’ (even I could be vibrational match to that) but I don’t believe it, I believe that our reactions/thoughts are the bliss or harm.

So law of attraction is not benefit and happiness anyway, it is a science of creation, creating bad or good, negative or positive it is only respond to the move of thoughts and vibrating with it then create events related to those thoughts. But do you think that universe could fight our desires or let me say doesn’t agree on all our thoughts by postponing it, create something related to it but not the desire completely or it is only our vibrations, allowing and resonating with that universe/ source that stand in the path of the creation process?

Sometimes in my mediation I say ‘ I want to see your plans to me universe because I know you love me’

Is that allowing is let universe love your desires as you love them to invoke him to work in manifesting them or just love universe plan? Or they are the same when you are in harmony.

Let’s discuss