Seth gets this question a lot from his clients. I see you follow the LOA path. Let me share a bit about how Seth sees reality creation and how he might answer your question.

In his new books with us, Seth refers to the manifestation process as one of Resonance. The manifestor resonates their reality into existence in the 3rd dimension within a Telepathic Network that connects you to everyone and everything else - All That Is. So your ongoing Personal Reality Field represents a habitual strategy of Reality Creation. In other words, you get what you focus on and what endures is what you habitually focus on.

Seth might say that you are focusing less and less on what you have and more and more on what you don't have. A game you might like to play to turn it around is CPA: Consecutive Positive Assessments. It's his technique to pull yourself out of the habitual creation of negative realities. It's simple. You challenge yourself to find something positive, something beneficial, something that supports you in each moment of your waking reality. Yes, you may fall back into the negative. That is expected. But then you redirect your focus back to what is of benefit to you in that next moment.

The theory: your perception creates what you think of as bedrock reality. So improved perception and focusing on the positive, recreates your reality at a higher frequency. When you notice the improvement, you endorse yourself and continue on the path of CPA. Hope this helps. MAF

no time for brooding reflections
on what is not happening for me,
the grander scheme of the cosmos,

in the half hour before dawn
or after sunset in stillness
often returns thoughts of
plenitude

In 1923, nine of the wealthiest people in the world met at Chicago's Edgewater Beach Hotel. Their combined wealth, it is estimated, exceeded the wealth of the Government of the United States at that time.

These men certainly knew how to make a living and accumulate wealth. Attending the meeting were the following men:

1. The President of the largest steel company,

2. The President of the largest utility company,

3. The President of the largest gas company,

4. The President of the New York Stock Exchange,

5. The President of the Bank of International Settlements,

6. The greatest wheat speculator,

7. The greatest bear on Wall Street,

8. A member of President Harding's cabinet.

9. The head of the World's greatest monopoly

That's a pretty impressive line-up of people by anyone's yardstick. Yet, let's examine what happened to them 25 years later:

1. The President of the then largest steel company (Bethlehem Steel Corp), Charles M Schwab
   lived on borrowed capital for five years before he died bankrupt.

2. The President of the largest utility company, Samuel Insull, died penniless!

3. The President of the then largest gas company, Howard Hubson, went insane.

4. The then President of the New York Stock Exchange, Richard Whitney, was sent to jail.

5. The President of the Bank of International Settlement, Leon Fraser, committed suicide.

6. One of the greatest commodity traders (Wheat Speculator) , Arthur Cutten, died insolvent.

7. The greatest "bear" on Wall Street, Jesse Livermore committed suicide.

8. The member of the US President's Cabinet (the member of President Harding's cabinet), Albert Fall, was pardoned from jail just to be able to go home and die in peace.

9. The President of the then world's greatest monopoly, Ivar Krueger, committed suicide.

What they forgot was how to "make" life while they got busy making money! Things come and go, the change is the only constant. Those who put their trust in things that come, remain for a while and disappear after some time (like health, wealth and relatives/friends) are bound to suffer, feel dejected .... Hence we need two kinds of education. 1) One is how to make a living 2) The second is how to live.

The former is known by everybody; and the latter is simple--learn from the past and say good-bye to the past; enjoy the present; and welcome the future. Nothing will ever happen to anybody, which he does not deserve, as Law of Cause and Effect is omnipresent. We can easily have the above attitude if we know our real worth. We are the children of God, spirits in these costumes called bodies. Hence we have infinite potential, as we are the exact representation of His very being!--Mathew 23:9

Nelson Mondela knew this very clearly when he said: "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."--tdjaum "AT"gmail.com