Hi Jai,

I know you are familiar with all the processes we celebrate here on IQ so that helps me a lot with this answer because I can speak in code. :)

Firstly, you are in a physical body living in this physical time-space reality so that cannot be 'wrong' because if you weren't lined up with being here in this body then you wouldn't be here so that clears that up straight away. :)

I think you have some dominant vibrations, or 'pipes' as Abraham often calls them, open to things that do not serve you at all.

If I were you, I would open new Focus Blocks to change your vibration (pipes) on these topics: the wellness of your body, the abundance of time, your age, career options and your sister. You have some dominant thoughts on those topics which have gained a lot of momentum in a negative direction so you need to neutralize those and then you can point in the direction of what is wanted more easily. There are lots of examples of Focus Blocks on here so you can find plenty of inspiration to get you laying some new pipes, as Abraham would say.

It is hard to receive inspired (career) ideas when you are firmly out of the vortex and I do sympathize with you there. (I've been there!) It's like you can't quite reach them but you know they are there, there's interference on the line blocking them from coming that's all.

If you focus on doing things that are fun and reaching for relief where you can you will train yourself up to where all the good stuff is so try not to worry now. You're on the way to it. :) Be easy with it, follow your excitement as much as you possibly can and open some Focus Blocks on those stubborn topics.

Your Inner Being/Source just cannot agree with you when you're thinking ill of your sister because your IB can only see her perfection. Your IB can't join you in thoughts of lack whether that is lack of time, lack of health, feeling inferior because of your age. These are all thoughts that your IB cannot agree with so thinking those thoughts will always make you feel bad because you're IB is screaming 'No!!!!!!' at you and then running away from you and will stay away until you stop thinking those thoughts. It's tough to change the direction of momentum at first, but start with Focus Blocks on some thoughts that your IB can agree with and you will start to feel relief and you will start to feel better and then you will have clear access to lots of wonderful opportunities and experiences that are just slightly out of view for you now. They are there though, they exist. You just can't see them right this minute but they will come.

Good luck :)

Yes Jai it happens to most of us at some time, doubts that stealthily creep into the back of your mind without you being fully conscious of their presence, the recurring theme i'm talking of is "negativity" that keeps revealing itself through different questions "am I beyond the point of being able to fix myself?", "isn't it true that the loa fails to explain childhood trauma ...", "what do you do when you live with someone who blames you for all their problems?".

There is a powerful antidote you can use, the negative synchronicity reinforcement diagram allows you to realize in what form all these negative illusions can manifest themselves and the positive synchronicity reinforcement diagram shows the way to expansion, positivity and growth

please, please examine all of the following video, Bashar explains in detail about the "Tricks of Negative Beliefs" and how to use these template diagrams

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmGmJKsx08s

"I am finding myself running out of time to do what I want to do- what I mean is that my body is very worn out, and I am getting to the point that it would be insane to try and start a new career at this age".

Darling Jaianniah, I'm feel sorry about the pain in your heart. The acceptable pains are always like the wound to the hearts.

I feel your pain. I feel your love towards life. I feel your optimism, I feel your energies that are very powerful to find the means to the life and many more..

Jaianniah I love you and my very close request to you Please Drop The Age Factor From Your Heart. I don't know how to express it in the way that it is in my heart to make you understand how strong I really want you to do it.

Please read earnestly GOD DOESN'T CONSIDER MY AGE. HE GAVE ME FULL LIBERTY TO DO WANT I WANT. I LOVE YOU GOD.

Age factor is a monster in human life. 'Age' the term gives rise the feeling of limitness, narrowness, some kind of stupid attitude behavior.

This is because when we heard it from people. People always made us to realize their failure in their personal life at that age. This vibrations continued from generations. It became a genetical disorder. This lead to acceptable suffering in many minds blaming the age factor.

The actual reason for sufferings could be different. Not allowing your imagination to go beyond your age.

So, please Jaianniah, modify the pain that is in your heart. Never discuss the age factor to anyone else in your life now after. Tell them upfront I don't want to tell it. Or you could put it in different words like 'I'm sweet sixteen' with true smile at them. That should give rise the feeling that you are really 'sixteen years old'.

People may not able to read your expression which you have thrown at them. But they understand your confidence.

Although there may be few laughs at you. But you should strongly believe that you are "sixteen years old". (or some age where you feel comfortable).

To all Inward Quest members I request you to avoid talking about age factor to the most you can in your life. Or try not to ask age of your friends. They feel more freedom spending time with yourself.

My request to @IQ moderator to welcome the new users without entering the 'date of birth'. This make them feel some liberty to express their thoughts in all different categories.

Many minds fight to find age of the person who answers the questions. But after some time they accept the answers whole heartedly. There hearts delete the age factor from their mind to some extent.

Let's begin this fight right now right here.

Love

:)

if I tell you that you made the choice to come to this world that God only offer you the opportunity and you made the choice, that if you are born of spirit and water and enter the kingdom of God as a peacemaker one that does not make inequity with a pure heart he would show you that you made the choice to come to this world before you came to this world and leave it to you to make the choice to come back in this world or to stay in the kingdom of heaven and that your choice matter and that God does not judge you, he understand you and would even tell you that you can always come back here in heaven and he know that you are sad to come back to this world because you now know the truth and are a witness to above. that very fee have overcome and they would not understand even if you would tell them they would probably judge you and say that you are crazy and many would be afraid of you because they fear what they do not understand. and he would say to you experience and enjoy.

I am talking to you and saying to you that you are a passer-by in this world. you come to this world just for a little while. use the time imparted to you wisely. Understand this in this world many make mistake some learn from them and improve them self and some do not. the choice is yours little child where you not created in the image of God? God The father is greater then I.

Let the children grown.

Let there be light, be the light that you can be, experience and enjoy.