Attempting to visualize a desire ''already achieved'' while harboring resistance will only create more resistance around your desire, add to that putting a timetable on when it should manifest indicates a strong attachment towards a specific desired outcome, which will only further hamper your visualization efforts significantly. It would be very beneficial to learn about and practice the art of letting go and allowing, and that requires letting go of your negative thoughts by allowing your resistance to dissolve naturally, how this is done?, by simply allowing the negative thoughts and the emotions that follow to surface without judgment, [by not resisting them] and while this can cause a lot of discomfort at first it does get easier with time. Many make the mistake of setting intentions and start visualization exercises right out of the gate, but with this approach they are adding even more resistance to the resistance they already have. When resistance is dissolved you won't feel the need to visualize your intended desire, it wouldn't be necessary because you'd already be in a complete state of allowing, and in this state you are completely ''unattached'' and you could care less how or when your intention manifests thus ''allowing'' your desire to be realized in your physical reality [trusting] in it's own perfect timing. There may be many layers of limited beliefs [negative thoughts] to surface and dissolve and it may take some time, but it's a necessary process towards getting what you want. The key to all of this is letting go and allowing, and once you've mastered this art your desire will feel more ''ordinary'' or natural to you which enables it to manifest effortlessly.

Hi @Serene you could try this for a couple of weeks I feel sure you'd be surprised by the results.

Start by simply choosing to believe and be willing to give it all you've got. Really feel your emotions and mentally accept and understand their meaning without censoring. Maintain your energy directed towards what you want instead of towards what is undesired and use the power of imagination to reach it. Again choose to trust that it can materialize.

If something feels "off track" use your willpower to readjust and bring it back "on track".

Work on feeling the feeling you would have if you had this desire. Then, don't worry about it. If you're worried about it not happening, you still have a lot of attachment to it. Make peace with it. Be okay no matter what happens.

Don't do anything. That's the deal. Don't do anything about it. You asked? Okay. You've done your job. Now you can move on with your life. Don't set unrealistic expectations and don't look for the manifestation showing up. Just do everything else. if you're sad, feel sad. If you're happy, feel happy. Don't force a feeling and don't resist it either. Feel what you feel. Just live life. Don't get involved in these processes of visualization, manifesting experiment, affirmations, vision board blah blah because trust me, that will NEVER work. It may make you feel good for a while, but that's it. Plus , if it feels like work, then its definitely a no go.Try everything you can to forget about this for a while. Don't push away negative thoughts. Allow them to come, allow them to go. Don't resist them. Just don't "do" anything to "get that". Like these processes and what not. Just move on with your life and engage in other activities, try to forget about this.