I was wondering who went there. I "lived there" for a couple months in the winter of 1979/80 when I was a kid.

well there are a few freinds that i have met in the computer groups and followers of my sources info,,i dont have there real names, just screen names . i am sorry :-)

Thanks for a quick answer!

I live just down the road a bit from the church, though i've never gone there.

And unfortunately i don't have a tribal or cultural history of my own to follow.

The problem isn't that i feel i have no animal guides, but that all animals guide me. Is it possible that no particular animal is my guide, as long as it's an animal?

I've had lengthy conversations with many animals, and the animal kingdom itself seems to be my ally. I've talked to the snake, bird, lizard,turtle, deer, bear, wolf, coyote, lion, tiger, leopard,cougar, bearcat, coati, and many more

but none are really "special" asfar as being a guide more than another. In a dream that does stand out i helped a talking cobra find his "spot", and he thanked me, but in other dreams and during my daily life cobras haven't stood out. I seem to get "omens" from all animals, not just cobras. I've had a bobcat come to me in the wild and rub against my leg, a lion that i talked into letting me give daily mane baths to. I'd sit for hours with the baboons and talk while grooming. I've also spent a lot of time with cougars and leopards.

see by having this relationships with these animals you are actualy connecting to yourself, so i guess if none of them stand out then maybey the issue is not as important as you think, maybey it is the actual connection with them ALL that is greatly important to you. i truly hope you find what you are looking for and i will pray and madditate and send my love and my light, good luck my freind! :-)

Thanks again. I don't attach too much importance to it, i don't worry about it. I'm really just curious because when i hear of how others' animal guides interact and communicate, it resembles the communication between myself and any animal.

I've always had "gifts" as far as i know, but i don't consider it a gift, i just consider it being aware. My mom tells me i used to talk to and interact with things she couldn't see as an infant, and through my childhood years i've had many instances of things that are supposed to be outside ordinary reality. Stuff like prophecy dreams, waking visions, out of body experiences, and communications with other life forms. In my teen years the intensity of the expeiences waned,and i began seeing "them", the faceless.

The first time i saw one i noticed it was gliding and not walking. It's face was in a constant shadow. I was drawn to look at her face (it took the female form) and when i did, it had no face, only what i can describe as the "void of the infinite". My companion saw it too,and he was rendered speechless and in shock. I maneuvered myself to pass by her again, trying to see if what i saw was really what i saw, and i saw it again, the void. The third time i stared into the void purposefully and attempted to observe what there was to see. This time i caught the full force.

I felt the void, became the void, and touched the infinite. I spent the next few hours in confusion, not as much over the event or what was encompassed in the void, but because my perception was different. The night sky was black,but it was also bright purple, at the same time. The rest of my perceptions were the same, dual perceptions. After this encounter, i saw them occasionally, i'd catch a glimpse of them and they would be gone.

Several years after my first encounter,they came for me one night. They invaded while i was dreaming prophecy. One grabbed my head, palms over my temples and the other straddled my stomach and "stared" with it's faceless form into me. I awoke and the two forms were there, and the one on top of me was trying to take something from me. I sensed this, and could feel something being pulled from within the depths of my being. I tried to resist, but i was completely paralyzed. When i realized i was not able to physically move, i used an intense burst of will and intent to overcome them.

I managed to interrupt them and break out of paralysis. The one on top of me, i tossed off and across the room. The one holding my head stayed attached, and as i stood up,remained behind me, not letting go. The other then tried to pry my mouth open forcefully, and when i felt it's thumb wrap around my lower teeth and begin to pull my jaw open with incredible force, i resisted with will and bit it's thumb off. I then tried to summon up all the will, power, whatever i had left, and resist with it. The finally retreated when drew my energy up to it's peak and released it.

Afterwards, i've had occasional run-ins with them, trying to take the chance to startle me into an accident, but i kept catching them as they'd materialize, and i'd be enough on guard to catch them. Eventually they stopped trying, and it's been years since they've come for me.

I also used to spontaneously OBE when i was a young teen, mostly to escape the prison of public schools. I'd sit in class for a few minutes, listen to a few of their lies, and i'd just leave, fly out of myself and go observe the world outside the prison walls.

I've read a LOT of stuff relating to this, and it's usually that i discover the parallels. I have an experience and then read about it years later. I also practice what i call "universe bending", using will to accomplish the "impossible" by a sort of butterfly effect. I use my will to apply "pressure" to the universe to bend it towards my intent, applying that pressure to the long arm of the lever of "choice".

When God create human beings he also create other beings. You seem to have a veil lifted off of your reality of this physical world where you can see what most others can't. It sounds a little scary to me to see so much. I am glad they stop coming for you. I have read and heard of people being able to see and hear beyond this physical world or reality we live in. I have heard that we co-exist along where other dimensions, realms,that there are portals that leads from one to the other I don't know this I have just read about this. But through it all Jesus is our anchor and our way rustymustard

Thanks for sharing! I've been out of body on several occasions and have had journeys, lucid and prophetic dreams, had encounters with something that took a human form but had no face. Turned out they were hostile and had been stalking me for years.