The undiscovere'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns, puzzles the will, and makes us rather bear those ills we have. Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all. ~ Hamlet

So beautifully put by W.Shakespeare, the fear of unknown binds us all. The only advice I can give you is this. Don't act, decide or live out of your fears, but out of your excitement, joy and love.

You're excited about the camp, go for it and let no worries cloud your mind or visit you in your thoughts. Yes, I see you worry about money, because you consider them. You worry about your job and perhaps about if you'd be able to find a new one after the summer camp ends. But here's the the thing...

If you don't live your life as you want to right now, the bitterness of regret will catch up with you one day. There's no other moment but NOW, only now you can live and enjoy. It's all there is. The future doesn't exist, and the past has never existed, only now does.

Don't cling onto illusion of security of having a job, you may get fired next month. Or illusion of perfect health, for death takes away healthy people too, you know. I don't wanna scare you, just to illustrate that there are no securities in life, only opportunities. Don't be afraid of what you don't know. Or where you are headed to, or how much time you got left. Just.Be.Now.