It is interesting to me that you posted this meditation at this particular time.

Last night, I asked Wade to help me with Reiki, focusing on my Heart Chakra. I have been feeling as though it has been "shattered", but did not know why. I finally had had enough of this feeling, and asked Wade to try and heal me. I asked him to bring in his Guides, use psychic surgery- anything to rid me of the pain of my heart chakra.

Wade placed his hands on my Heart, and we played some beautiful music.

I immediately sensed pain, and then deep grief. At first, I resisted the grief, but suddenly, I felt waves of green light envelop me, and an Angel, sending balls of green fire at my heart. I felt my kundalini rise over and over, and began to weep silently. I knew at once what the problem was, and I cried and cried- not sobs, but tears flowed down my face.

When I left Mississippi last year, I had to leave my animals behind. I did not just leave because of Wade- I also left to save my life. I was slowly dying down there. I was all alone (bad) and smoking two or three packs of cigarettes a day (really bad for a diabetic) and I was trying to wean off the pain medicine that I was on for my leg. Remember when you all prayed for my leg? It had a horrible, flesh-eating bacteria, and I managed to heal from it, but I was still hurting and on an incredible amount of pain medicine...too much, I think.

So when I moved to Pennsylvania with Wade, I quit smoking, I weaned off ALL the pain meds (oh! what a process that was!) and I found a new life. But I had to leave my animals behind with the girl who rented my house from me in Mississippi. It was wrenching to leave those pets, but I had to do it. I was saving my life. I knew this.

That girl who rented the house immediately got rid of one of my cats...let another one die of neglect...my ex-husband had to come and get my dog and took him back to Texas to live with him.

But I had not dealt with all of this, and when I was bathed in the green light, I felt myself give up the grief. I felt myself heal. I saw Teddy in heaven, happily chasing rabbits and squirrels. (Teddy is the cat who died.) I spoke with Grandfather Coyote, who is one of my Guides, and he said that Teddy stays with him, and is quite the cat. "I never had a cat," said grandfather. "Indians like me do not keep cats." He spoke in a grouchy voice, but I knew he really was happy to have Teddy around- he was adding spice to Grandfather's life.

Great balls of green flame arched to my heart, and a great bag of green enveloped me as I cried and healed. I was still aware of that angel standing over me. Finally, it was over, and my Heart chakra felt whole again. I turned in gratitude to Wade, and thanked him for such a spectacular healing. In true Wade fashion, he simply said, "I just worked on your heart." Yeah, right. :)

So Cory, your blue meditation just has to work. I am sure it does, and will try it soon. But I had to tell you about the green healing, as it is similar to the effect you have told us about in your posting.

Here's the punchline: I wondered about the angel who was the commander of the the green power. I Googled "angel of green" and this is what I found:

Archangel:

Raphael, the archangel of healing, is in charge of the green light ray. Raphael works to bring people closer to God so they can experience the healing peace that God wants to give them. He’s often associated with joy and laughter. Raphael also works to heal animals and the Earth, so people connect him to animal care and environmental efforts. People sometimes ask for Raphael’s help to: heal them (of illnesses or wounds that are physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual in nature), help them overcome addictions, lead them to love, and keep them safe while traveling.

(quote from http://angels.about.com/od/AngelBasics/p/What-Are-Angel-Colors-The-Green-Ray.htm)

Incidentally, Raphael is Wade's Spirit Guide and aide when he heals people....

So I'd have to say that the blue healing light will work, and tremendously well, Cory. Thanks for posting!

In Thanksgiving,

Jaianniah ♥