Another question about manifesting the income of money. Maybe from a bit different perspective though. I am going to describe a specific example here, though I think some of you might identify with this experience:

At the moment I work in sort of a job that the amount of money I make directly depends on me. For some time now I haven´t been able to manifest a certain amount that I wanted to. It is not a huge sum. I kind of stated some amount that I could vizualize and this amount is completely believable for me to get in a certain time period (a month) and is not over the „ceiling“. I vizualized myself having this money. I vizualized a certain experience I was going to have for it and that felt awesome. But guess what, I am still not able to manifest it:)

And of course I´ve manifested some money but not even half of what I believed I could achieve. I tried to analyze what is the cause of resistence. What I feel like on the subject: Firstly I don´t have debts. I don´t even feel like having a lack of money. I feel I always have some money to get away with. But that is not what the full potencial of the job offers and I know that too. Most of the time at work or out of work I am in a positive range of emotions. I also belive I have enough professional knowledge on the subject to be good at it.

And suddenly it came to me when I saw one of my colleagues, money flowed to her just like that. What is the diference between me and her? When she recieved a bigger amount of money for her work it seemed so natural for her to accept it. How did I feel when I last recieved more money at once? Kind of guilty. Can it be the core reason for resistance…? Why would I feel guilty to recieve the money that truly belong to me? Maybe because somewhere inside I´ve always felt like some people could need the money more than me:) And this have happened few times in the past when someone wanted to give me money (no matter what amount) as a gift or because of a study success or so, I felt guilty to keep it (maybe because they had mortage or were unemployed or retired). I believe now that I have to put some effort in order to get money but I also know that I DON´T need to work HARD to obtain it.

I can almost see the money waiting for me there to recieve but then the feeling of guilt probably stops me from receiving it. This is just an example now but I think the resistance to an increase of money is general here.

I´m sure some of you guys can clearly see what I´m missing here. Any advice how to change this believe?

Has somebody had a similar experience or any experince somehow related but with happy ending? Would you please share what you did to change the situation?

Many thanks!