We either have faith in God or we have faith in the problem. In other words do we believe in the solution or the problem?

To have faith is to be in a calm relaxed place of no worry. It is to know everything will be cool, God has this and everything will be fine.

To worry because you are, "a sinner" is to ignore that Jesus has taken your sin away. Ask forgiveness before prayer and accept the forgiveness. You are washed clean, your sins are forgiven.

If I have faith, "God is going to save me" but at the same time, "I am terrified to face what is coming!", then my real faith is not in God, but in what I fear.

What is there to fear? you are here today and the next day you can be gone,and the day after you can come back.That people judge blame or laugh at you,is that not stupidity and ignorance?None of them are in your shoe, but one day they will. On that day they will change their mind,and stop doing what they hate.Why are you angry at God? You are created in is image with the same potential and free will, you have free will use the time imparted to you wisely.You still have 6 Month left,Be the light that you can be and do what you will.You are a sinner stop sinning,does putting your energy in crying and self pitiying your self,Help you in annyway?Can you not use those energy in a better way right now?

For awhile you will think and feel that i am Cold and heartless from your own judgement,But ask your self this question: If i would lie to you would it help you in anny way?Have faith in your self and get to know your self and be your self.Stop going in to extremes,it does not help you and bring only sufference.Be aware,Be at peace with your self and other.Solve your inner division. That bring Darkness and that pain and suffering to your life,it does not serve you to stay there and do nothing.Learn from it and make your choice.

So let there be light,Be the light that you can be,experience and enjoy.

Listen to this movie it can help you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6YKBnJ63IKg

try not to waste your time on what others think, its a waste of mental energy. Some1 will always bust your balls or put u down . Now an the future. use that as a tool so when it happens again you'll be able to get over it that much more. I used to care what people think alot. Praise an putdowns are forms of control. The same people that Build you up one second can usually break you down the next. Hope everything works out ok for you.

Hi Rena, yes i know the feeling of real fear, it literally scares the s--t out of you. By experience i have found that the best way to eliminate fear is organisation and knowledge - take each fear individually, analyse it, treat it as a friend and ask it why it is present in your reality, get as much information as you can about it, then work out ways to turn it around.
Organisation gives you an active method that displaces your thoughts from fear to constructive action, fear then turns into an ally and injects more energy into your organisation - all this eventually leads to trust, and trust opens the doorway to a greater flow of blessings.

Know that everything happens for a reason. Everything happens on time, perhaps you might hate or detest this now but later you wil find out this was for your own benefit. You need to be patient with the lessons that God is teaching you, one by one you will come to comrehend them and grasp the wisdom behind them with patience. Surrender yourelf to God and ask God to give you the strength to accept His will, and to make you belittle your challenges and gratify the blessings you have and embrace your life fully, thank you God for everything