If you can feel neutral or positive about giving up on your desires then that can be a good thing. Even feeling bad about 'giving up' on desires can give the Universe a chance to take over for you, as you've still released the desire from the physical mind even if you feel bad about it.

Often giving up just means you are releasing the resistance, the vibration of 'I don't have IT yet'. That is the vibration most active when you're visualizing, trying out different processes etc. whilst you're "working" on your desires they don't come in.

When you 'give up' your vibration shifts from 'I don't have IT yet' and the Universe can slip the manifestation in for you as you're not pushing it away with your focus on its absence.

Hope about specific desires is often the vibration of 'I don't have it' too because you're actually still vibrating 'it's on the way' rather than 'it's here and now' so the Universe keeps manifesting it being 'on the way' indefinitely.

Think about the things you HAVE and how those things feel different to things that you don't HAVE.

You don't walk to the sink to get water saying 'I hope there's water there. I feel that water is close. I am going to visualize the water in the tap for a few minutes before I walk to the sink.

You don't need to do any of that because you HAVE water, right now. It's a neutral, non-wanting, not hoping but KNOWING state you're after so it sounds as if you're on the right track.

Oh man don't go giving up! I've been there plenty of times where I felt like nothing matters where I just give up on everything. It can be a deep dark lonely place to exist inside of being.

Things will get better, but you have to keep up your hope. It is the hope that carries us when we feel like giving up and detaching. Even if it is just a small glimmer of hope it helps us get through to better times. Feel and believe your desires will come.

I would not say that it does not matter. everything matter. but the attachment and desire are the cause of the hurt. why because you build expectation base on false precept and eventually you are deceive. example: some will make a gift to other people expecting the best possible outcome and when they give the gift it is not appreciated or people lack knowledge or are in fear of the gift or they refuse the gift saying we do not believe in this and out of fear they will say and you might see that I am not the only one then they will say what the problem in them is really about( problem in me) and that problem is often desire related and they might even accuse you of the same thing by judging they judge them self. so expect the best but expect the not expected. you will meet people in this world that expect to have everything that they want the way they want it right now for the best of all. and of course nothing in this world work like this even if they have the best intention. in this world people are often in division with them self and other and each one have the choice, progressing at different level in understanding wisdom and knowledge and of course it takes some time for people to understand and adapt and make their choice.

how many came in this world with good intention? telling truth with a pure heart and have not been accepted some where even killed. it is to be expected even if you seek the best for you and every one. for some desire come first before them and other. some also act from fear and lack of understanding, wisdom, knowledge, truth. take the needed time as other people will also take the time they need. there is quality and quantity that is also a choice. but know this when you move from one you miss or lack the other and to get both takes more time.

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Let there be light, be the light that you can be, experience and enjoy.