I am making some major life changes, and things are going very s-l-o-w-l-y... I found myself today questioning my own existence, which is unlike me. I feel low on energy, and am frustrated by all the health setbacks I have encountered along the way. For example, I woke up yesterday with a torn cornea...I did nothing to cause this...but it meant two days blown at Geisinger Medical Center, getting it treated- not to mention the pain. I am beginning to feel a bit depressed about the slowness of my pace, and am wondering if it is age or something...:) I feel this tight heaviness in my chest, and sometimes I also feel like my Heart Chakra is shattered, which is an odd thing to feel. So I figured out I need to be more patient with myself, but could use some advice on this. So I am asking my friends here at IQ to embolden me, and encourage me onwards. Friends? What do you say? Peace, Jai |

Hahahaha age be quite young lady before I give you a whack once with my cane... where is my cane ...anyone seen my cane? j/k ;) |
